Frustration

Today I was so disappointed at myself because I didn’t do a good job in tennis club. The club leader asked a junior student to play tennis with me, but he was already a professional player. Compared to him, I was really awkward with tennis. That made me feel really frustrated. I really wanted to improve my tennis skills but there were no girls in tennis club expect me. Therefore, I didn’t have a “girl” competitor. I always played tennis with boys. Sometimes I questioned myself if I wanted to keep playing tennis or not because I didn’t even improve my tennis skills even though I went to tennis club every week. I believed that it was just my temporary frustration. I thought that I will keep playing tennis as always.